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Feb. 3: Well i havent done anything new with the site here for awhile, havent updated it or anything so i figured since we have the day off from school and im not busy with work or the band... might as well. Thats basically all ive been doing and i feel pretty good cause im not having to worry about a person who i am no longer seeing. Feels good not having to worry about to much... course now i have other things on my mind. Eh well.... if they work out... that would be freagin awesome, and if they dont.... then they dont.
Dec. 22 Well i honestly feel really quite good. Friday night my band played a show at The Warehouse and people acually enjoyed it from what i know. Much respect goes out to Hatred for being awesome guys to us at that show. Then last night we played a little gig at Jimmy's house, that was kinda cool but after moving all our equipment around i am sore as fuck! It was all towards a worthy cause. My band also might be playing a show at Valhala Tattoo and Peircing in Decorah soon. And Steve, who owns and runs The Warehouse, must have been somewhat impressed by our performance because hes talking about us possibly playing another show there and the end of January sometime. So to say the least all my focus is now on my band... good times.
Nov. 28 (Thanksgiving) Today i give thanks to my family and my friends who have supported me through the years. To bad that support is just wasted effort. Today im curious as to why the world is around me, or if its even the real thing, perhaps im stuck in a dream that just seems to constantly be shitting on me. Or is it in fact real life, if it is im not sure i can go on in this life the way i am. It would just seem so much simpler being an asshole to everyone. And then theres the question.... who even reads this, if anyone? Even more so.... if anyone is reading... why would they give a shit?? Eh well.... this just sucks.
Nov. 17 Well yesterday i got to see Steph and it really hurt me to see her drunk as fuck and driving around. Its going to suck so bad when she leaves, shes been one of the closest people to me and helped to fill a void that my brother left when he died, now that shes leaving that void empty yet again... and i have nothing to do about it. I cannot influence her dicision, shes made up her mind and i guess im just going to have to roll with it.
Nov. 2: Holly shit... I acually have tomarrow off.... wow.... after working for almost 2 weeks straight.... SWEET!!! This really sucks.... i was suppose to do something with Steph tonight but she never really showed so that had me pretty upset, got the next 3 weeks schedule, pretty psyched about working all those days as well. I guess today i cant say i have alot to be pissed about.... but i just am. Well heres a thing to be pissed off about, being told what you should do by other people while your pissed.
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